rebirthing : Dancing with the Devil
“I’ve had a lot of lives - like my cat, I’m on my ninth life.”
Demi Lovato’s explosive documentary series comes to a close with revelations about her broken engagement, her return to the studio, and exploration of moderation sobriety as she attempts to let go of her past and moves ahead living her truth.

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Production Companies: OBB Pictures, SB Films
Director: Michael D. Ratner
Executive Producers: Michael D. Ratner, Scott Ratner, Scooter Braun, Allison Kaye, Scott Manson, Kfir Goldberg, Miranda Sherman, Andy Mininger

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  • Lucy Marchant
    Lucy Marchant

    I wish the best for Demi. I never want to speak for Demi or her experiences or her recovery, but from what we have been able to see in this series, it seems that there’s so much she still has to work through from being thrown into the limelight too soon. Possibly leaving the industry for an extended period of time could be beneficial and not having her music be a business, but more of a form of therapy and self expression. I do worry for her safety and her health that moderation will lead to a slippery slope, as Elton John said, but I hope she can find a balance. I hope her friends and family are actually a support system and not feeding into the problem.

  • Nan Nan
    Nan Nan

    The mom pisses me off sorry not sorry, I feel like she doesn’t get the severity of Demi’s hurt in her life & she seems emotionless throughout the whole documentary

  • Kenton Gonzales
    Kenton Gonzales

    6 months top....she will relapse

  • Cian Graue
    Cian Graue

    She will relapse. Smoking and drinking counts as a relapse. Also the political angle is cringe.


    Come on Demi. Im ready for music!!!

  • Jai Elisabeth
    Jai Elisabeth

    Smoke some weed And wax Demi and do anything else u got this girl ur legit fthe media

  • michekay

    The reason addicts are warned not to use moderation is because if they could moderate successfully, they wouldn’t be an addict in the first place. I wish her well, but I don’t see moderation working out.

  • Lillian Galle
    Lillian Galle

    The last thing she needs is an outside relationship. She MUST work on herself, learn to be with only herself, heal and make peace with her past. And that California sober is a joke!!!! If moderation actually worked, she would never have been an addict. Demi needs to leave Hollyweird, she can record from anywhere. AA states, in order to work one's sober plan, one must be willing to change "people, places and things", that will trigger a relapse. Demi still isn't willing to work a true AA program. And she has too many enablers on her payroll.

  • Amaya Monique
    Amaya Monique

    We were talking in my psychology class about how addiction never goes away you just learn to cope with it and ways to work around it., and try to live your life the best you can. I love Demi and I am soo proud of Demi as a supporter of just her as a person and someone who has gone through similar things. I hope she's here for a veryyyyyy long time.

  • Cherie B
    Cherie B

    So the moral of this story is to..... keep drinking and drugging?? Oh.

  • Royalty by Leala MAKEUP
    Royalty by Leala MAKEUP

    Ok but are we not going to talk about her Selena shirt🤩

  • lylilou

    I am so sad for her 😔

  • Breezee Gonzales
    Breezee Gonzales


  • Ari Zepeda
    Ari Zepeda

    Que bueno mujer que ya estés mejor, hay mucha gente que te ama y te apreciamos, eres una excelente cantante, y artista. Recuerda que Cristo nos ama pero no nos obliga a seguirle, en esta nueva oportunidad de vida ojala y quieras permitirle a Cristo que el reine tu vida y sea tu Señor y Rey. Bendiciones.

  • Kiana E
    Kiana E

    Can anyone tell me how to watch without paying?

  • aly be
    aly be

    Demi, get out of the states for two years, go to a third world country and look for ways to help those people. When you out of your head and not focusing on your problems and helping others, that will give you special high, a natural high. It will fulfill you with joy. Get a smaller home but a bigger back yard where you can take a walk in a peaceful place. Get plants full of beautiful colors to uplift you. Less is more, having a big home makes a person feel alone if its not packed with people.

  • Utubequeer

    2020 it was my best year too, cause I've been thru a lot of things and finally it was like I have the time to restart my life.

  • allison wilton
    allison wilton

    Did they get other celebrities to get on the documentary just to give baseless compliments.. it’s like even Demi’s team nows that she will come off as unlikable

  • allison wilton
    allison wilton

    Demi seems really toxic...

  • soinhu foitu
    soinhu foitu

    Elton took the words out of my mouth....the others are just the “yes” men around her. With peace and love 🌚

  • Big E
    Big E

    You dropped your hair because you lost your mind grow your hair back because you look gorgeous I will leave the freaky stuff the freaks

  • Vivian Taube
    Vivian Taube

    I am clean and sober as of November 15, 1993. I totally agree with Elton John on moderation. It didn't work for me, either. In fact, I OD'ed twice in early 1993 and later that summer--before I got clean and sober eventually--by combining my psych med, lithium eskalith, with a little alcohol, having long since given up heavy drinking when "friends" I did that with abandoned me, when I stood up to their racism and anti-Semitism in 1990. The pill bottle probably said not to combine the drug with alcohol, but it was so long ago, I, frankly, don't recall. So, I agree with Elton--moderation doesn't work.

  • Madeline L.
    Madeline L.

    Demi has narcissistic personality disorder. Everyone knows shes still using too

  • Grace Bokelman
    Grace Bokelman

    She’s so damn hot with that haircut tho😍


    Ok but Demi’s new hair is BEAUTIFUL

  • Brittany Renee’
    Brittany Renee’

    You are beautiful I struggled with addiction 2 years and I honestly thought, I completely failed as a person. Thank you for being you and sharing your story with the world.

  • Just J.R.
    Just J.R.

    Her transformation is breathtaking. Wishing everyone healing & truth & knowledge of self.

  • Ana Hernandez
    Ana Hernandez

    Is anyone else having trouble viewing this? Mine says it requires payment to watch 😩

  • kait1n1

    this documentary was incredibly powerful but f*ck youtube ads are you seriously going to play me some fat-phobic diet trend while she's talking about her struggle with bulimia?

  • Ushi- daddi
    Ushi- daddi

    Ok but why is no one talking about how grogeous she looks like with her new hair? drop-dead beautiful.

  • Maria Di Leva
    Maria Di Leva

    I’m so scared for Demi. She was such a huge figure in my life while I was growing up that watching this is so heartbreaking

  • Brooklyn Javonna
    Brooklyn Javonna

    I love you Demi!

  • HollyKat

    whats up w the new age spirituality? I thought Demi was a christian.

  • Nikol

    I dont think Demi is sober even these days maybe after this documentary She and All her friends go to take some drugs because obviously they supporting her in that

  • Nikol

    Demi Talking how Bad people treating her but She is too the one who ignoring people who trying to support her sooo ?

  • Nikol

    Omg her mom act like She know the best but She was the one who was calling her fat in her childchood times so? She did this to her daughter .... physicly hurting her with words👀💀✌️

  • Lovely Louie
    Lovely Louie

    I really love Demi's frienship with her 2 friends, they're really amazing and supportive. I'm so happy Demi has people like that around her.

  • Isabelle Smith
    Isabelle Smith

    Okay but can we talk about how well Demi pulls off that haircut??? Like 😳😍😍😍 im in LOVE with it

  • Joe Gibbons
    Joe Gibbons

    "Maybe if I just drink half, I'll be half buzzed, for half the time, who's the mastermind behind that little line, with that kind of rationale, I got half a mind, to have another glass of wine" -Marshall mathers (shady)

  • Julie Diaz
    Julie Diaz

    I love her laugh btw😂😂

  • Julie Diaz
    Julie Diaz

    She's amazing! I wish we were friends.

  • Sarah Luv Burkhardt
    Sarah Luv Burkhardt

    I wish I could use in moderation but I’m an addict and unfortunately can not. It took me 10 years to accept that. Demi is undoubtably brave for sharing her experience with the word and she has a incredibly genuine laugh!!! I don’t know if she’s ready and I obviously don’t know her but I do know that despite her fears if I can do it she can. I wish her the best on her journey. And you don’t have to say “I’m never going to do this again” just take it one day at a time or bit by bit if you need to. Tell yourself I’m not gonna use all morning then tell yourself I’m not gonna use through lunch etc etc


    Proud of you girl!!!

  • Cat M
    Cat M

    as someone with type two bipolar, I appreciate anyone who opens up about their personal experiences with it. I’m so grateful that we are moving towards breaking the stigma around it

  • Ciris c
    Ciris c

    Moderation doesn't work for an addict, that's why you are an addict because you don't know how to stop..

  • Zera's Kitchen
    Zera's Kitchen

    With those kinds of people around her, she will not recover. That's the tragic side of LITERALLY dancing with the devil, you don't realize what you give away until you suffer the consequences

  • Anabella

    This is a very honest video, however the moderation is very concerning. Addiction is powerful, and when given even an inch, it will ask and take so much more. I do hope she finds peace, but dangerous waters are dangerous waters and I say that for anyone struggling with this issue, because it is no easy feat. Relapse is a real concern for addicts, and moderation is a risky path to choose in battling it.

  • Dis Johnson
    Dis Johnson

    She got fat tho

  • Mariana Siqueira
    Mariana Siqueira

    "That" Scooter Braum? 🙄🙄🙄

  • Jenn Martinello
    Jenn Martinello

    Wonder what she thinks about this commander and chief now? 2021 and it's just getting worse! Well I enjoy this documentary the most the political part with a big mistake. Wishing her the best...

  • Crystal

    So happy for her and this is so Inspirational to continue self care in deep ways.

  • Lynee Anna Salvatore
    Lynee Anna Salvatore

    I really really just wanna give Demi a hug.❤

  • Janet Slater
    Janet Slater

    I sure hope that she is able to come off of the drugs before they take over again.

  • WhisperEve

    I love her laugh at the end!!

  • Destiny Lopez
    Destiny Lopez

    My pa, he was doing many many drugs. Mostly crack. And Drinking. I am one of 9 children. We all sing. We have a story to tell. Don't know where to start. It feels impossible. But the Most High knows all. This is something that only I am that I am can fix. My dteam... My ultimate dream. Has been to unite with all of us. Together. And sing a couple songs together ❤ sing our hearts out! It might not help but hopefully... Itll make a turn around. For the world 🌎💙 Peace be unto you Mama! 💕

  • Nadja Tommo
    Nadja Tommo

    Elton speaking nothing but the truth 👏🏻

  • Lucas Matos
    Lucas Matos

    "There is no failure except in no longer trying.” ―Elbert Hubbard

  • K. T. S
    K. T. S

    She gonna come out as gay soon.

  • Elizabeth T
    Elizabeth T

    There's only one way to be born again..

  • Carol Mafra
    Carol Mafra

    I love you ❤️

  • Celina Villanti
    Celina Villanti

    vamos demi!!! vos podes

  • Samantha Rivera
    Samantha Rivera

    Uhh 🙄 idk how to feel about any of this lol I think she wants attention so badly poor thing

  • Sr. Sigmaringa
    Sr. Sigmaringa

    Gratidão por ter a coragem de se abrir e expor abertamente sobre suas fragilidades e vulnerabilidades, você me inspira, sua força me inspira a ser forte e lutar contra meus vícios autodestrutivos também. Você é um anjo, é especial e uma pessoa e Artista que canta com a alma. Obrigado por existir e me inspirar com suas músicas e história. Deus te abençoe. 🌺😘❤️🙏⚛️

  • Riley Olson
    Riley Olson

    Is there going to be a 5th episode?

  • Danielle Gomes
    Danielle Gomes


  • MɨҡɛʏքօօɦɮɛaʀJaċҡsօռ

    aside from it all, she is just stunning and her makeup looks wonderful.

  • Estefani Moura
    Estefani Moura

    I love this woman so much.

  • Ask to seduce Miss
    Ask to seduce Miss

    I don't trust her. But I don't need to, and she doesn't need me to. She needs to trust herself.

  • Delaney Polhamus
    Delaney Polhamus

    I think this whole documentary is AMAZING! One of the strongest people I ever known! Very real and honest and I appreciate that the most. I will always love Demi! 💘 You got this!

  • tara m
    tara m

    “im a little too queer” me to girl

  • Danielle Gower
    Danielle Gower

    Is it just me or did Demi look like Glam and Gore after her haircut? She’s beautiful and this is so powerful. Her story is so powerful!

  • Selina Mccorry
    Selina Mccorry

    Literally love this. And the hair absolutely gorgeous, your such a beautiful babe❤️❤️❤️

  • hbh Tcr
    hbh Tcr

    I’m sorry but I wouldn’t be able to do this knowing she’s still drinking. Imagine she dies and you’re in this documentary being like “yeah she still drinks and I support her :)” I’m an addict, and moderation never works. Elton John won’t have blood on his hands.

  • The Starling
    The Starling

    Keep going.

  • Mairim Gabriela Useche Colmenares
    Mairim Gabriela Useche Colmenares

    Yo me siento tan identificada ya que viví por situaciones muy similares , también tuve problemas de adicción desde los 16 años, ya a las 18 había probado la gran mayoría de las drogas, y caí en la heroína y también tuve una sobredosis, no fue tan grave como a Demi pero tuve que decidir entrar en rehabilitación, y entiendo la parte que dice que es muy difícil dejarlas por completo, siempre hay tentación de consumir, ahora tengo 33 años y no pude dejar todo por completo pero solo fumo marihuana, ya casi ni bebo alcohol, y me puse como limite esa droga y me siento bien porque no tengo la necesidad de probar algo mas, aunque es casi imposible dejar de fumar marihuana diariamente, y se me hace difícil pero creo que al fumar esa droga que es mas suave evita que quiera irme por otra mas fuerte, porque abuse diariamente de la cocina, el crack, la heroína y hasta el lcd y el extasis y es algo con lo que se lucha para siempre, tuve que alejarme de muchas cosas para poder estar algo sobria...

  • Alexandra cms
    Alexandra cms


  • Beau33

    They broke up and now she came out about her sexuality

  • Mel Tangs
    Mel Tangs

    When she showed that haircut I just smiled! She was GLOWING

  • Roscoe McDonald
    Roscoe McDonald

    you need to find someone who truly loves you and you love him.

  • mimi

    Elton John is the real one. Everyone else aroud her are yes men

  • Nicole Santos
    Nicole Santos

    Será que não vai ter mais episódio

  • Briana Kazee
    Briana Kazee

    I wonder if she should try cbd like smoking it

  • Zoey Bright
    Zoey Bright

    I absolutely love Elton John

  • Sney’s Traveling
    Sney’s Traveling

    I hope and pray she gets better cause she’s the most real person ever but I don’t support this moderation thing cause if you’re an addict you obviously don’t know your limits 🤷🏽‍♀️ but I get how hard it is cut all substances maybe she will stop this moderation

  • Jackie Gigliotti
    Jackie Gigliotti

    I know how she feels .ive been there

  • Brittney Droog
    Brittney Droog

    Just a note to SLtoos but it’s in VERY poor taste to show weight loss shake ads on a video that deals with ED recovery 🙃

  • Bridget Smith
    Bridget Smith

    shes dancing with the devil alright...

  • Kendra Altadonna
    Kendra Altadonna


  • Jury Ghaly
    Jury Ghaly

    I love Demi sm but the moderation thing is a big thing, its her choice after all and hopefully it works for her , but like no .. she danced with the devil once so now the devil knows damn well he can control her again, she did it once so she can do it again , the devil is very tricky , and i know it easier said than done but she will feel sm better if she just stops... And i would never want to lose demi ... But the moderation thing is a big no, one slip and she'll be in a hospital reliving her trauma because of this stupid slippery slope situation the devil put her in..

  • 51o. Kysha
    51o. Kysha

    Is the song dancing with the devils out?

  • Taylar Ford
    Taylar Ford

    Dems can we smoke a blunt together and be friends?

  • Clare Sherman
    Clare Sherman

    The fact that she needs to drink and take drugs for “relief” is concerning.Relief from what?

  • Bori Balint
    Bori Balint

    What a disappointing message. Promoting that after an overdose it ‘doesn’t work for me’ to be sober. What you need are coping mechanisms, not another song, not another tattoo, not another hair cut to brush over the trauma. Inner work!! Cannot stress that enough. 😕✝️

  • MargaridaM

    No one around her seems to be really helping her... it’s so sad it actually hurts my soul. People need to confront her, to tell her the truths she doesn’t want to hear.

  • MargaridaM

    Moderation doesn’t work. Elton John was the only one who was capable of telling the true. I love Demi but she’s actually playing with fire. She will probably od again if she doesn’t STOP now...

  • StealMyLook

    Quite interesting that the important people she mentioned are all men 👀

  • Gamze Korkutan
    Gamze Korkutan

    Please german subtitles 🥺

  • Aquarian Light
    Aquarian Light

    People who have an addiction cant do balance! Elton John told it like it is. Everyone around her including Scooter Braun is an enabler

  • Aquarian Light
    Aquarian Light

    She is a mess, smh

  • Tiago Genaro
    Tiago Genaro

    Thank you So much for sharing this 💕

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